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I suspect that though my experience was
extreme--actually growing up in a bomb shelter--others around the country
will have similar memories of the fear of nuclear war.
We can
prevent a catastrophe only when we have looked deep inside of ourselves for
the telltale signs of fear--ambivalence, indecisiveness, and hopelessness--and
then faced these with open hearts and minds.
If more Shinto gods arrived at my doorstep I don't know what I'd do.
In Shinto, the Garden is
our backyard, and, though it may become polluted and require cleaning, it is
always part of our lives.
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An Interview with Mikkel Aaland
by Lori Houston
The The Sword of
Heaven: A Five Continent Odyssey to Save the World begins when,
during a chance dinner-party encounter, Mikkel Aaland is drawn unwittingly
into a secret project. Mikkel is asked to help place pieces of a holy Shinto
sword in key places around the world to ward off the threat of nuclear war.
Mikkel's pilgrimage unfolds against a backdrop of international events; and
along with a growing appreciation for the project, Mikkel finds himself
grappling with his own childhood fears of nuclear annihilation.
Mikkel grew up next to the Livermore Laboratory, a major nuclear-weapons
research facility in California where his father worked as a scientist.
During the 1962 Cuban Missile Crisis, his family lived in a huge bomb
shelter, which his father had built out of a Southern Pacific boxcar and
buried 30-feet deep in the front yard.
Lori Houston interviewed Mikkel Aaland for Travelers' Tales.
- Houston:
- When did you realize that all your travels and your placing of the sword
pieces could be woven into a book?
- Aaland:
- A few months after I placed the final Shinto god in the Amazon I sat
down and began writing the book. I had kept detailed notes during the six
years I was directly involved with the project and the first draft took only
five months. When I was finished, however, I showed the work to a friend.
After he read it he asked, "But where is Mikkel?" Unable to answer his simple
question, I realized that I had traveled all over the world but I hadn't
gone far enough. I hadn't delved deeply enough into myself. I hadn't figured
out what had drawn me to the project in the first place and what exactly I
had gotten out of it. This act of personal exploration took three more years.
It wasn't until 1992 when I was living in Prague, far removed from the project
and my past life, before the book as it is now took shape.
- Houston:
- In the book you encounter reluctance and outright opposition from within
the Shinto leadership about publishing information on the project. Yet you
ended up having their support and assistance. What brought about that
transformation?
- Aaland:
- After I wrote an article about the Sword of Heaven project in California
Living magazine, the Shinto group in Japan had two choices: not to
communicate with me or to accept the idea that the publicity might actually
help them finish the project. When they saw the overwhelmingly positive
response by readers of the article, they decided publicity wasn't such a bad
thing after all.
I recently sent a friend of mine in the group, Kazz Tagami, a copy of the
book. He sent a fax back saying, "We feel the power of the book. I think the
book makes new beginnings and it is very special." His response makes me
very happy because I wanted to honor him, his teacher, and the project.
- Houston:
- How did you become associated with Travelers Tales?
- Aaland:
- Three years ago an old friend of mine, Lucy McCauley, editor of
Traveler's
Tales': Spain and
Women in the
Wild, told me that Traveler's Tales was soliciting spiritual stories
for a book titled
The Road
Within. She knew I had finished The Sword of Heaven and that
I was looking for a publisher. She thought if perhaps an excerpt from my
book was included, another publisher who shared my vision might see it.
Then last year, Traveler's Tales' editors James O'Reilly and Larry Habegger
contacted me and said they were starting a new imprint called Footsteps
which would feature single-author works. They encouraged me to submit the
Sword manuscript for consideration. I did and they liked what they read.
There is a footnote to this story. Recently Larry and James told me that
back in 1983, when they were both freelance writers, they read the article I
wrote about the project for California Living. The story had intrigued
them. They had clipped it and filed it away for future reference. I like to
tell people that The Sword of Heaven waited for them to start a
publishing company.
- Houston:
- Sword of Heaven seems to be more intensely personal than your
other books. Was this book harder for you to write?
- Aaland:
- Some things about this project and my other projects are similar.
Sweat and
County Fair Portraits also required
extensive travel and years of research and hard work. However, for the Sword
book, in order to explain my profound transformation, I had to reveal
intimate details about myself. This was very difficult for me to do. It also
meant exposing my relationship with Donna and making our failure public. I
can't tell you how many drafts it took before I got it right. Still, some of
my friends tell me I didn't reveal enough.
- Houston:
- At the beginning of each chapter, you highlight global events that were
taking place at the same time. Have you always connected events in your life
and the world?
- Aaland:
- Yes, I keep a journal that notes significant world events and my reaction
to them. However, for Sword, I used history books and other sources to
confirm and augment my recollections. I didn't catch everything, though. For
example, in 1987, I placed one of the Shinto gods on Vieques, in Puerto Rico.
I knew that there was a United States military base there, but that's not
why I choose the island for a Shinto god. I had no idea how important the
military base was. It turns out that the United States used Vieques to launch
the attack on Granada, and later to assemble and prepare troops for the
Gulf War. I only know this now because people on the island are finally fed
up with the U.S. military and want them to leave.
- Houston:
- Have you ever encountered anyone else with memories of living near a
nuclear weapons lab or living in a bomb shelter?
- Aaland:
- We recently celebrated my father's 75th birthday in Livermore. A lot of
his Livermore Lab buddies showed up. At one point, we were sitting in the
backyard and the subject of our family bomb shelter came up. At least three
people said, "Oh yes, we had one too." Another person recalled the communal
bomb shelter that housed 20 families. The conversation lasted a few minutes
and then we moved on to something else. Rebecca, my wife, who grew up in
Ojai, California, was amazed at how matter-of-fact we were. But that is the
way it is in Livermore. I suspect that though my experience was
extreme--actually growing up in a bomb shelter--others around the country
will have similar memories of the fear of nuclear war. I'm really looking
forward to hearing what others have to say after they read the book.
- Houston:
- Your story suggests strong connections between the Sword of Heaven project
and the end of the Cold War. Yet the nuclear threat certainly has not gone
away, nor is the world exactly at peace.
- Aaland:
- In a sense, very little has changed since the end of the Cold War. We
still have the power to destroy ourselves and every living thing on the
planet. Fear still grips the hearts of many of us, making the simplest choices
difficult, tempting us to leave important decisions to others. We can
prevent a catastrophe only when we have looked deep inside of ourselves for
the telltale signs of fear--ambivalence, indecisiveness, and hopelessness--and
then faced these with open hearts and minds. Only then can we make wise
decisions. Only then can we, in a very real sense, protect ourselves. This is
the message of my book and I think it is more relevant than ever.
- Houston:
- Since your own personal odyssey in this book occurred in tandem and
became entwined with world events, do you continue to feel some kind of
connection to larger forces at work in the world?
- Aaland:
- I was young and mostly single when I worked on the Sword of Heaven
project and could devote myself to the "larger forces," as you call them. At
this moment I am feeling a bit removed from the "larger world." My world
consists of my three-year-old daughter and her pre-school, supporting my wife
as she transitions from Foreign Service Officer to yoga teacher, and making a
living to pay off the credit card debit I accrued from working on the book. If
more Shinto gods arrived at my doorstep I don't know what I'd do.
- Houston:
- Are you still involved with Shintoism?
- Aaland:
- I never know for sure what Kazz and his Shinto group are up to. I'm
just as curious as the next person. As for Shintoism, I am not a practicing
Shintoist, but I share many of its beliefs and try to incorporate its
sensibilities into my everyday life. I have a shrine to my ancestors, and
I nurture a relationship with nature through simple prayer. Even though the
Sword of Heaven project is complete, I remain as fascinated as ever with
Shinto. I have a lot more to learn.
- Houston:
- Do you think Western readers will have difficulty reconciling the
influence of Shintoism with Judeo-Christian beliefs and values? Do you think
the two are in conflict?
- Aaland:
- I think many people in the West will be fascinated with Shinto. At its
core is a respect for one's ancestors and a love of nature. How can that be
at odds with any other belief? There will always be close-minded people who
will find ways to be threatened by Shinto but they are the same people who
are threatened by anything different.
Of course, there are some basic differences in the way Shinto and
Judeo-Christian approach life. In the Judeo-Christian world, Adam and Eve
were thrown permanently out of the Garden of Eden. In Shinto, the Garden is
our backyard, and, though it may become polluted and require cleaning, it is
always part of our lives. The idea of original sin is also absent in Shinto.
Good and Evil exist, but Evil is a temporary state that can be corrected
through prayer and purification rituals. Shintoism is so optimistic! That's
another reason I am so attracted to it.
- Houston:
- What are some good resources for learning more about Shintoism?
- Aaland:
- I've included a comprehensive bibliography on
my Web
site.
- Houston:
- What lead you to use the sumi-e technique for the
photographs in your book?
- Aaland:
- When I looked at the photographs I had taken to document the project, I
realized something was missing. I wanted to include imagery that was evocative
or poetic, images that reflected my transformation from an objective observer
to a participant. That's when I came up with sumi-e photography. I was
inspired by the ancient Japanese technique of using brush strokes to capture
the essence of an object rather than superficial details. I waved my 35mm
camera like a brush in front of trees, rocks, and water with a slow shutter
speed and left the rest up to chance. I am very happy with the results
although I wish I could have included more of the images in the book.
- Houston:
- Is there a message to the quotes you use in the book?
- Aaland:
- The words that accompany the sumi-e photos are from the I Ching,
the ancient Chinese book of wisdom. I pulled phrases from the book I found
to be appropriate to use as captions. I've been a fan of the I Ching
since 1979, and I consulted the book regularly while working on the Sword
project.
- Houston:
- Well, Mikkel. Thank you for your time, and I hope you have great success
with your book.
- Aaland:
- Thanks Lori.
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